However, I am a human, a sinner and am saved... from myself.
As I was continuing to talk to myself in my room and found myself continuing to talkg in circles, I threw my hands up in the air and cried out that God would just show me what He wanted!
"For where there is a testament, there must also of necessity be the death of a testator.
For a testament is in force after men are dead,
since it has no pwer at all while the testator lives." Hebrews 9:16-17
I have been saved from myself. I have a testimony- but I must die daily for the power that lies in me to be awakened. The same power that Jesus used to conquer death is the same power that lives in me- I just have to be willing to call upon His name.