I want things. I dream and I have assurance in things that I continue to hope for. Yet with that comes the conviction and wonderment of the unknown. I'm reminded- that is what faith is. Faith is not allowing God to pick up the pen, only to try and read the next page. Faith is allowing yourself to dream, yet knowing one day, you will have the realization that you ended up with exactly with what you prayed for... you just didn't know it.
"Faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things unseen." Hebrews 11:1